Dark Thoughts

HOLLY SHIT, BATMAN!!!

wonderweirdo — Sat, 09 Feb 2008 03:34:21 +0000

This is the first post I’ve done in a long time since I thought that no one was interested in my blog. I mostly walked away from it cause I was overwhelmed with school work and family issues. I think I only had one person post a comment on my blogs and that was it. So I just walked away.

Then a little while ago I noticed I got an email from WordPress telling me that someone posted comments about my blogs related to Barack Obama and Al Sharpton. And were those comments mad. I could imagine this person pounding away at their computer with fury (Just read them, I’m too lazy to actually paste anything).

I’m surprised I didn’t get more comments about my posts from last Easter when I called Jesus a Zombie and had a long rant about the evils of Western Religion. I posted those comments on Barack and Al months ago, and I’m just now getting someone chastising me for it.

I’m not expecting Oprah to read my blog, but I would at least expect people to be relevant. You would have figured I had insulted someones mother with that rebuttal and it was all about a blog I had written months ago. Not even Barack would have cared.

One of the things my time away has given me was the opportunity to look into myself and come to a conclusion about myself. I’m a Nihilist. A functioning Atheistic Nihilist. I agree that there are rules we need to go by but I choose which ones I want to break based on my ability to get away with it. I don’t believe in god or in any moral authority but I think that Satan is cool. I love the ideas that the Constitution represents, but I have no faith in humanity, who as a disciplined people, make the Constitution functional. I certainly don’t believe in communism, but I do believe that capitalism fucked up the world.

I also learned that my faith in people should stop with those that I care about most but also to be ready to write them off if the moment suggests I would be better off. If you’ve ever been betrayed or disappointed, you’ll know why, and it’s only the ones that you love most that will break your faith in the good in the world.

I also learned that I think I’m perverted. I really want to be alone with Hillary Clinton, she walks up to me with an empty fifth of Jack Daniels and says, “Drop your pants and grab your toes. I’ll show ya where this thing goes.” Needless to say I’m voting for Hillary, and yes I like her ideas even if she doesn’t have the warmest personality of all the candidates.

And now to stir the pot.

Al Sharpton is still an attention whore and he keeps trying to get his name in the papers, but his most recent public appearance was after the feds raided his office because of allegations of mishandled funds. I don’t know what became of it, and I really don’t care, but I thought it was funny when he said that it was retaliation for all of his civil rights work.

Barack Obama is still a political Newby that is part of the Chicago Democratic Machine. I wouldn’t vote for him even if he were holding a gun to my head. Then again after the things I said here, I’m sure he and Hillary could both say they’d rather not have my vote. That’s okay though, I’ll keep it to myself.

Anne Coultier is the face of cruel conservative Republicans in the United States. I could go into detail but I like this page here and I think it says all I could say.

http://www.ajc.com/blogs/content/shared-blogs/ajc/woman/entries/2007/07/08/maureen_hydes_s.html

For all the hate and bitterness in the world, it’s no wonder I’m a Nihilist. I can’t imagine why in the world, with all of the pain and suffering that goes on in the world we have to worry about the bullshit opinion of some guy that no one will ever meet. I’m never gonna meet anyone who reads my blog, and they wont meet me.

Gotta go, I have to take a dump

wonderweirdo — Wed, 18 Apr 2007 14:36:07 +0000

I’ve spent some time thinking over the tragedy in Virginia. I guess it’s easy for a person with a cold heart to find something to rant about when such a thing happens. I just feel a tremendous sense of remorse for the loss of life and the pain that the people there are going through. I wish I could go back and point that guy out to folks so that he could resolve his rage issues in a hospital. I wish I would take away all of the pain, but that’s not a gift I have to share.

When things like this happen though, there will be finger pointing from some directions about accountability, but shooting sprees are hard to plan for. There’s already people ranting about how mistakes were made, about how this could have been prevented or how the loss of life could have been reduced. Ranting, though some people are good at it, never solved any problems.

Times like these we need to stop and embrace each other and help the wounded heal. It’s natural to feel the way we do with such sorrow and anger, but that is a natural reaction to such trauma. The best way we can overcome this grief is by reaching out to those who were hurt, and focusing on the living as we mourn for the dead.

Culture of Life, my Fat White ASS!!!

wonderweirdo — Fri, 13 Apr 2007 17:22:28 +0000

Well the Right wing-nuts again are able to demonstrate how they are incapable of leading the free world. Recently, in reference to a bill easing restrictions on stem cell research, W commented that we need to move towards a “Culture of Life.” Who the hell is he trying to kid? This is not someone who has any respect for any kind of life, that’s been demonstrated since he ordered the invasion of
Iraq in 2003. The only thing that he seems to truly value is making other people conform to his sense of what peoples values should be.

Here’s the real problem, while these right wing wackoloons hold rallies to protest things like stem cell research, the
United States is trailing almost every country in the world in the development for new treatments for illnesses that we’re going to start seeing a lot more of in the near future.

With the aging baby boomer generation there’s going to be a surge in all kinds of ailments from Parkinsons disease, Alzheimers and various forms of cancer. Our healthcare system is going to be overloaded with people that have illnesses that could be treated or even cured through stem cell research.

Lets change the perspective a bit though, suppose this generation is prepared to accept the facts of their fate but decide not to exploit this means of treatment. Pope John Paul II had Parkinsons, and refused any kind of treatment that he deemed unethical. I don’t agree with his decision, but it was his right to make that choice. I on the other hand would take every option available to me, even if it were illegal (I haven’t had the opportunity to do so, but I’m awfully fond of being healthy and able bodied. It makes me happy for some reason.). The problem with this is that people such as the President are trying to force onto the rest of us their values.

As far as I’m concerned, if he wants to beat off into his bible while reciting the lords prayer, he’s perfectly welcome to do so. I wont judge him or even poke my nose into his business, but by imposing his sense of ethics onto the rest of the country, he’s condemning us to suffer with illnesses that could otherwise be treatable.

Besides, it’s all bullshit, a couple of cells in a test tube do not compose human life, they are human cells. There are thousands of human embryos that could be harvested for stem cells that will inevitably be destroyed this year. These embryos were made for the specific purpose of helping people who are infertile have children, but they will never be used. Instead of pouring them down the drain, using them to help treat things like Multiple Sclerosis would be a boost.

Al Sharpton and Jessie Jackson are overrated.

wonderweirdo — Tue, 10 Apr 2007 01:02:42 +0000

Who lets people like Al Sharpton walk the streets unsupervised? That question should be asked before a congressional committee. He made a big stink about Imus calling some female basketball players some nappy naired hos, but does Al really give a damn about those girls? Here’s my opinion, people like Al Sharpton, Jessie Jackson, and most of those civil rights figures are out for the attention they can get themselves by sticking their head into the pictuer.

I remember when a kid in
Chicago got the living crap beat out of him in what was described as a racially motivated attack. Jessie Jackson came along to intervene and even managed to get the kid and his attackers to make friends. In reality, people like Jackson and Sharpton don’t really seem to care about the people that they’re trying to help, they want to get the national headlines in order to keep themselves in the spotlight.

Al Sharpton doesn’t give a damn about the general public. And certainly doesn’t care about the girls on the ladies on the Rutgers Womens Basketball team. It’s well known that he was caught on surveillance video making a money laundering deal with the Mob years ago. He’s no different than any other con man who takes advantage of the public trust to bolster himself and to earn higher ratings for his radio show. With the higher ratings he can charge more for advertisements and line his pockets.

Jessie Jackson is also a publicity ambulance chaser. He follows up on the latest tragedy to make himself look like a peace maker and an activist for the ordinary man. If I got the crap beat out of me by a bunch of guys from another race, I wouldn’t want
Jackson to come along to take advantage of my pain so he can get some time with the press.

But all of this comes along cause Imus stuck his foot in his mouth. I’m guilty of doing worse, I’ve used the word nigger in the past as well as kyke, spic, dego, wetback, faggot, dyke and honkey, so should Al have some guys come over to my house and beat the shit out of me? I’ll tell you this much, I never cared to listen to Imsu in the past. Now I’m inclined to tune in and help his ratings just to piss Sharpton off.

Why Barack Obama Should not be President.

wonderweirdo — Mon, 09 Apr 2007 20:02:32 +0000

Now generally I tend to be very liberal and lean heavily towards the Democratic Party. I’m also intelligent enough to measure every candidate who steps up to the plate. I seldom vote beyond the Democratic party, but there are some exceptions to that. After doing some research on Americas recent Political Superstar Barack Obama, I came to the conclusion that he is not only a poor candidate for the people of Illinois but also for the American People.

He himself may not be aware of the fact yet, but he is under the thumb of Illinois State Senator Emil Jones. For those of you not aware, Emil Jones is a powerful member of the Illinois Democratic Party and a member of the Illinois State Senate.

He was once quoted about a conversation he had with Obama where Obama brought up how many believed Jones had the power to make a Senator. Jones replied, “Do you know someone I can make a senator?” To which Obama answered, “Yeah me.”

Barack Obama is an asset that Emil Jones will be using for political power in the near future. He’s a resource to be tapped that the Democratic party plans to use to expand their clout and pattern of favoritism. He’s the idea political tool. He is untainted because of his lack of experience, and he owes so many people in the Machine that he may not be able to say no when they come with their hands out.

What the American people don’t see is how they’re being hoodwinked. There is an unfortunate and Politically incorrect fact that the Obama Camp is exploiting. It is a fact that most people in this country do not afford African-American men the highest honors when it comes to charisma and diction. Obama has fantastic diction and charisma that no one in the world can deny. He should be a Hollywood actor, because he’s so good.

People who see him, and hear him speak are dumbfounded by how eloquent he is. And I will admit, I was drawn in by him.

When he was running for the Senate in 2004, he was up against Allan Keyes from Baltimore Maryland. Keyes was brought in after the Republican parties original candidate, Jack Ryan dropped out of the race because of his broken marriage with Actress Jeri Lynn-Ryan. The divorce records between the two became public and it was revealed that Jack would force her to come with him to sex clubs. (Just for the record, If I was married to Jeri Ryan, I’d want to do some freaky things to her too)

The scandal tainted him and he dropped from the race because the Republican party started to pull back their support. Allan Keyes was brought in because the Republicans knew that the Senate seat was already lost, and they threw him a bone to keep him happy.

I know what some of you are thinking, you’re thinking to yourselves, “Oh he’s just a conservative that’s trying to cast a cloud over Obama.” For those of you who don’t live in Illinois, you should do a little research on your own. The Illinois Democratic party is a powerful political machine that swings the political favor of the Midwest in most cases. Chicago especially is the heart of it all. The majority of the people living in the State live in the city of Chicago. Geographically the majority of the state is Republican. But the highest concentration of the population lives in Chicago where the Democrats rule. WhenChicago casts it’s ballot, the majority vote is decided.

Also, people should take a moment to look at the recent fiasco concerning the Cook County Presidents election. The original seat holder, Democrat John Stroger, won the primary election and had a debilitating stroke a short time later. No one has seen him since, but his son, also named John Stroger, took his place on the ballot and won the Presidents seat over the only Republican I ever voted for, Tony Perica.

Stroger was endorsed by every major player in the Democratic party, sparking cries of Nepotism and favoritism. These are the people that Obama is aligned with. They know that he’s their golden boy, and if he wins the Democratic nomination for the presidency, I wont even vote republican I just wont vote.

My advice, don’t cast your vote without doing your research. If you can read this, you can read the facts for yourselves. Go ahead and Google the names you’ve found and make up your own mind. As far as Obama himself, he’s an accident waiting to happen, and I swear I will be there one day saying, “I told you so.”

All praise the Jesus Zombie!!!

wonderweirdo — Sun, 08 Apr 2007 23:32:24 +0000

Spring time is in the air boys and girls. It’s when little kids go hunting for Easter eggs and we celebrate the signs of the coming spring. We all get together to compare clothes in a building where we praise the Jesus Zombie. That’s what I think is the best expression to describe the resurrection of Jesus. He was the first Zombie, and probably went on to eat the brains of all of his disciples.

Am I the only one on this planet that thinks that these spring time religious holidays are grossly overrated? I must, be cause no one seems to see the things that I do, or understand my point of view. In most of the Western world, we’re celebrating the establishment of a religious institution that alone is responsible for more human rights violations than any other group or organization to come to power in the Western world. The crimes of most other Nations don’t even compare with those of the Church. Factor in the Inquisitions, the witch trials, and the suppression of knowledge, and you have one of the most dangerous and tyrannical regimes that we have records of. Notice I left out the Crusades, I’m still of the mind that the Crusades would have never have happened if the Ottomans didn’t try to force Islam on the West. The only crusade that I don’t rule out is the one that the Church ran against heretics in the European mainland.

We are taking time out of our lives to praise a deity that behaves like a sociopath. Think about it for just a moment, God has great power that he threatens to use against us in the event that we are not loyal and submit our lives to his power. If we praise him, he’ll reward us with special blessings in life. If we deny him, he’ll cast us into a fiery pit where we suffer forever. By his own admission he’s jealous of other deities, and intolerant for the worship practices of others. He bullies people into obedience and punishes people for transgressions in ways that would make him a genocidal madman. I would have never nuked a couple of cities because of the rampant practice of homosexuality, I therefore would assume I’m a much more moral being than god is.

Now I know that this description isn’t significant because there is no god. God is as real as Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny. The only main difference between god and the latter is that the latter is actually capable of becoming a symbol for greater good.

In this day and age, god is the most dangerous force in the world. George Carlin said it best when he said, “God is the single most leading cause of death on Earth.” Think of all the people killed off in wars and political acts inspired by religion. More people have suffered and died as a direct result from religion than any other reason in human history.

I’m not going to leave the other faiths alone. No one is free of blood on their hands. The World Trade center was not the result of a simple temper tantrum by a bunch of Middle Easterners. How else in the world can 19 or 20 guys be convinced to commit themselves to learn to hijack and fly jet liners into buildings? Islam is just as corrupted and bloody as Christianity and the bloodshed coming out of the
Middle East is clear evidence supporting that.

The three main paths of Abraham, Judaism Christianity and Islam, are at the roots of all the pain and suffering that we see on Earth today. Political powers use these religions to gain leverage against one another and to coerce ordinary people into complying with their agendas and carrying out their wishes. Look at the political players across the globe, you’ll find that the religious authorities hold a tremendous amount of political power and influence.

I know that there are other paths on this planet, but none of them hold a candle to the crimes committed by the god of the big three. Wipe out those three religions and maybe we’ll get some civility in the world. What I truly don’t understand is why people keep buying into these ideas. It’s impossible for me to understand how intelligent and rational people can buy into the idea that a man once walked on water, raised the dead and rose from the dead himself. It’s easier to believe that maybe he had good ideas for the time but they don’t amount to a pile of shit today.

Jesus said, “If someone strikes you on the cheek, offer him the other one as well.” He also said, “Do not resist one who is evil.” Is he stupid? In this day and age if anyone hits me I’m gonna beat the shit out of him. If we took that attitude on September 12^th 2001, then Osama and his gang would be laughing all the way to
Afghanistan as they planned the next hit.

These folks who carry on these traditions are breading exponentially while the intelligent people of the world tend to hold back on the reproduction. The Christians talk about a one world government that will overtake the earth and force people to give up their religious practices in favor of a world where people deny god and live life according to a non-Christian political regime. Where the fuck are these guys? I think now is an excellent time for them to come along. Given how fucked up the world is today I’ll be more than happy to hold the door open for modern religion to see them out of the picture.

Given my attitude it might not be much longer before that happens, I’ve already heard evangelicals saying that Barak Obama is the anti-Christ since he fits all the criteria. Which is kind of creepy if you think about it.

Later.

Hello world!

wonderweirdo — Wed, 28 Mar 2007 20:43:30 +0000

This is my introduction to the world. This is where I will cry out the deepest and most anger filled opinions. I don’t do this for the sake of making the world better, I do this because in reality I hate people and I want nothing more to do with respecting the feelings of people I can’t stand. I want to tell everyone to their faces what I think of them, and this is my start.